Sunday, April 23, 2006

frenz are forever??
truth can't be accepted but ignore..
my feelings can't be expressed.. can't blog out??
what does idols really mean??
die is a road to a new world..
i hate the world i am living now.. really hate it to core.. hai.. i did not lie..
it's the truth.. i really gt no choice.. can't eu just believe the truth..
i treat eu as a best friend.. but eu hate me to the core.. cause eu think i lie to eu
but i did not.. it's all bo bian..=(
believe it a not

8:30 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Now dammed tired but can't sleep.. i just finish one present only.. really hope she will appreciate
it.. haiz.. Now a days when cheer up le, i will find out others prob.. i always willkanna trick by ppl.. there are so many fake ppl around me.. sad.. sad.. Now while writing this post i am listening
to FENG.. sad rht.. haiz.. but i must be strong larx.. idols are not forever.. they are fake too..
I rather chase 56 our should i say i should stop all chasing and just study and study.. Why so many unhappy stuffs tends to happen all in one tym.. i real hate it.. now listning to jj-zhi dui ni shuo, another sad songs.. haiz.. i will try to be strong.. although i already loose one stuffs le.. i dislike mother days now a day.. haiz.. haiz.. real sad now.. Last tym chase 56 don't have tht much prob.. now haiz.. sad and sad.. but all these sadness also make me grow older and know how the real outside world is like.. i swear i will stop chase SINGAPORE idols.. i really have enough of all the hurt they cause to me le.. hai.. i hate to be left alone.. really.. lonely is not a nice feelings =(

2:50 AM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Thursday, April 20, 2006

it's tym to blog again.. today no school.. cause went for check up =)
omg lorx.. become so heavy le.. shit man.. i must loose weight le.. hahahah..
after check up went to play pool with martin and jas..
Omg lorx, martin e wei lian joke is dammed funny.. entertain me until crazy man.. laugh and laugh.. i love playing pool,although play until very lousy.. i must train more..LOL..
Today is my smallest nephew birthday.. hehe.. he is cute too.. love him.. =) tml
got to go school again =) love school =))

5:25 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Ytd did not blog cause was real tired.. HAhaz.. fall a sleep while watchin la bi xiao xin..
LOL.. bth myself.. i love to watch all those kiddy show.. cause it's really very funny and cute=)
ytd went ikea and brought a new table lamp.. yuppy, can study better with the lamp =) And i also got myself a guess watch =) later gg out to eat lunch.. hee.. is eat my fav "ba gu tae"
i really love my nephew a lotx.. i think he is the only wan can make me feel happy..
when he smile and hug me, all my prob will all forget.. hehe.. cause he is real cute..
ok larx.. tml gg start the daily school life again.. quite happy to go school.. cause it's fun=)
but i hate biased teacher.. shit them all =p

12:02 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Friday, April 14, 2006

I love 56=)
wahaha.. ok.. i shall blog bout this whole week in school=)
monday- 11/04/06
went to school.. moodswing in school again.. LOL.. but after a while ok le... after school
go home and went for superband.. cause lornie ask me to go.. ermm.. seoul, g-force and mantou was ve shuai=) hAha.. BUT i won't chase superband de.. cause i am real tired of chasing
singapore de idols.. haiz.. went home straight on cab after e show =) this are some of e pic
i took on cab.. bth me lorx.. i am so zi lian =))




tuesday- 11/04/06
nthing much happen in school leh.. just only gt physic , chemistry and poa test thts all .. lol.. so many test in a
day lorx..wanna kill ppl arx.. but i think goanna fail all le bah.. haiz.. real bth myself.. i must jia you arx.. today after school go for "nafa".. went home bath and sleep =)
wednesday- 12/04/06
Today went school have maths test... i really hope i can pass..
nothing much happen in school larx..just shout here shout there..
laugh here laugh there.. LOL.. and suaning DAO TOU.. LOL..i think oniy class 4nc will know..
hahaz.. da tou let me suan until nthing to say.. yeh.. i win =) after school went play bb with jas , martin and zy.. at first was fun.. but later 3 bitch come
towars us and say what they don't know how to play bb and wanna challenge with us..
shit them lorx.. play until so good still say don't know how to play... bitches.. one of them is from
my school de.. bitch.. real angry.. er..er..
thursday- 13/04/06
Today gt my maths , physic and eng results.. i pass eng and physic.. but i fail MATHS.. cause of careless mistake.. i cried.. cause in my heart i was thinking tht i am real useless lorx.. haiz..
if always have careless mistake, how am i gg pass my n-level again?? haiz..
today after school go play bb with jas ,zy and zs =) it was fun.. thks zs for teaching me how to play bb=)

after playing bb =)

Friday- 14/04/06
Today is holiday.. so sian.. i rather go school lorx..
today go friendster.. see one acc.. kanna hurt by something again.. hiaz..
but i learnt to give up le.. now in my mine is only 56 , true friendswhich nv give up on me and studies =) thks callie.. i really hope to join eu all =)
56 rocks=)

8:06 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Erm..now still in depression mood.. i am looking for smeone to cheer me up..
haiz.. but i think it will be dammed difficult.. cuase i am a gal which no one would care
bout.. now i found out tht as time go on and on time , i feel real tired of all the stuffs.. i am tired to know things i shouldn't know.. True Friends are honest to each other but why can't those whom i treat them as true friends being honest to me? Sometimes I don't want to think too much but i just couldn't control myself.. Things are being hidden from me all the time.. when eu all are saying bout me, it may have much enjoyment for u all.. But Pain To me.. i know i don't know how to talk, irriating and fat+ugly.. but tht it's me.. haiz.. Could someone just understand me? Understand how i'm feeling? What's actually the word Friends means? If friends are just someone out there telling untrue stories, and need yr help then come to eu.. then i've got nth to say but admit defeat. I'm just a loser, a fool, to everything, everyone at every mins, every seconds. haiz.. after reading sylvia blog i have the same feelings as her..
tml gg school le.. very happy.. cause now a days when i am in school i feel happy.. but there
is still lotx of backstabber which have hurt me times and times.. but until now, i slowly get use to it le.. no matter what i can only say.. the cheerful chanel is consider dead le bah..

11:00 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Saturday, April 08, 2006

today went out with eli and yiwen.. i really enjoy myself.. had a lot of fun..
i love eu guys =)) eu all always make me laugh.. really happy to have eu 2 as my friend..
in the night went to see leon they all.. in the end something happen.. sorry yiwen.. it's my fault for being so irriating and bad.. kept on wanna drag eu up on stage.. SORRY!!
now in a real depressed mood.. really sad.. i oso don't know why i feel so sad.. maybe is because
i really treat eu as my real friend bah.. SORRY YIWEN..
i now maybe smiling, but inside my heart is hurt=((





this true smile from my heart will be hidden forever le bah..
cause when a person is hurt the smile won't be true..

11:31 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Friday, April 07, 2006

today went out with sister.. quite sian lorx.. nv buy anything but just eat and eat..LOL..
today have dinner at ding tai feng.. the xiao long bao is nice..yummy.. yummy..
here are some photos i take today while i in chanel=))


my name =D



BLEH!!!


me in chanel spec=))

10:38 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥

Thursday, April 06, 2006

yuppy=) finally finish e new blogskins le.. Hehe.. superfans rocks
ok larx.. erm.. i know tht now a days everyone is very sad because of css had just ended..
to all my dear friend who is sad, i can only say [everything have to come to an end,
so don't be sad le k?? u guys must cheer up =) ]
now a days i love going to school.. real bth myself.. in school was so fun..
kept on laughing and laughing.. in class i have lotx of nick names lyk ji gang, ya zi
and so on larx.. veery -_-" right?? wahahaha.. but i just love all my classmate..
i must say a BIG thanks to them for making my school life so fun =))
i really don't know why now a days when i am outside i seems to be more quite..
maybe is becasue my outside friends will kept on entertain me with jokes.. haha..thts
why i prefer to keep quiet.. ok.. i must thanks eli, yiwen for always entertaining me =))
tml no need go school, cause sport day.. tml gg shopping with sister=))

11:32 PM;;
♥ la musique ;; LA FEMME ♥