chanel

2007-09-22T08:33:00.001-07:00

i change blog lerx ((:

2007-09-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

Today did not went to school, due to too tired. . . When i wake up ard 10
plus i felt so regret that i did not go school. . . In my heart i really
felt very bad that i never go to school today. . . Ermm, yesterday finally
watched finish 換換愛 already. .

The show was really super nice and touching. . Throughout the show i cry
like nobody business. . After watching the show, it makes me realise one
thingy which is [[ 如果一句話我說三遍那就是代表我是認真的﹗﹗]] P.s ：第
十號男生真的很棒。

Don't know why yesterday after watch finish the show i finally realise that
towards him is just really care but not love. . . 我會隨時隨地想關心他,
幫他加加油, 但是我覺得這不是那種對愛人的愛, 反而是那種家人的愛. . . 或許
會沒有人相信我說的話, 但是只要我自己相信就可以了。。。

Just now went to np to help mei buy spray glue at homefix. Since i at np
already, so decided to go to the spectacles shop to see if my spectacles
can be repaired. . In the end is can. . haa. . I'm so happy because my spectacles
is okiie again ((:

Tomorrow going to school ﹗﹗Because i can't effort to miss any lesson already.

I want to pass my o'lvl and get into the poly course i want, and i want
to live a live worth while﹗﹗﹗

chanel tan ying shan 不要輕言放棄否則對不起自己, 一定要用盡所有的力氣然後
衝刺到最後。。。

我好希望我可以有一個加油站幫我加加油哦, 不過在我找到我的加油站時我會為自
己加加油的﹗

★瑩珊晚安噢☆

2007-09-18T15:46:00.000-07:00

今天心情有一點糟糕。。

那是因為我覺得他把我對他的好當成理所應當的事！！
當沒有人去關心他時就會想到我。。

或許可以說我是自找的吧。。。那是因為是我先發簡訊給他的，不過只是出自與關心而已。。
雖然說只是出至於關心，但是當你的關心被當成後備胎來用時，那感覺真是不好受啊！！

有時我在想，一個人的外表真的那麼重要嗎﹖﹖為什麼男人都會對美的事物
比較有興趣、反而女生卻不那麼在乎男人的外表。。。

例如﹕男生會建議別人吧他們和肥胖的女生湊在一起，然後就會馬上澄清。。
他們都不知到這些小事有時會在無意間傷害到那名女生的。。

雖然我不是太在意別人笑我肥，但是我只是希望每個人都可以對待我們這些"肥妹"
好一點，不要去排斥或取笑就好了。。。

晚上和 Nor、Christine and Wati the invasion 。這是一部很好看的一部電影。。。
the invasion 這部電影是描述外星人的疫苗被散開來，然後只要人類一旦被感染到你就會失去自我。這部電影反應了現在我們這個地球的混亂！！真的很值得去看。。。

我很久沒有回去 gv 做工了，忽然對那個我熟悉的環境和人都感到有一點陌生，
不知為何我會有這種感覺﹖大概是因為太久沒和他們見面了吧﹗﹗

我也聽說了很多最近在 gv 所發生的事情，不知為何我現在當他們在說一些八卦
時會有一點不想去發表意見，除非事實我才說。會有這個想法大概是因為最近在
一本雜誌上看到了一篇報導說如果你一直和你朋友說人的是非這有可能會導致人家難過或崩潰。。。

而且我以前也是受害者。。。哈哈哈。。。
那時他們說我喜歡terry，那時不管我怎麼解釋還是沒有人相信我們只是朋友。當時我有一度快要被逼瘋。。哈哈哈﹗雖然到了現在 terry 有了女朋友還是有人在說我和他的關係有問題。。有時真的讓我感到有一點好笑﹗﹗我和 terry 就只想是哥哥和妹妹一樣，而且他確實是我的哥哥。。哈哈哈：P

對了, 現在我超喜歡范偉琪的[是非題]因為在這首歌的歌詞里有提到 "別人都說我和你之間的關係，沒有人相信只有關心，我們從不正視那個問題，那一些是非題總讓人傷透腦筋" 對了現在我的 terry大哥在當兵了，希望他能熬過這兩個禮拜。加油哦﹗﹗
我要去看換換愛了哦﹗﹗ 超好看的﹗﹗
我愛上了完美的第十號男生。。。
哈哈哈（︰

陳瑩珊
你也要為你來臨的 O‵水準加油哦﹗﹗﹗
加油加油加油﹗﹗﹗

2007-09-09T16:16:00.000-07:00

OMG!! Super long nv blog lerx. .

Lately have been feeling very lazy to come online and blog.
Ermm. . tml is prelim and i still so slack. . WTH!!

Don't know why no mood. . I think i just xiang tai duo lerx. .
but i don know isit because of wat happen recently make me so NO MOOD!

haix, although i know that in life there we will sometimes suffer grievances that are
beyond our control, but the only way to stay happy is to smile it off. .

i am sure everything will work out fine as they do. .
Sad or unhappy experience will also make me learn to grow up. .

Now, i learn that i can't trust a person by the way they treat you.
because as time passes, when you have less interaction with them,
they will forget you and they will treat you like a
stranger!Some even worst, treat you good when they are happy and ignore you
when they have their entertainment. .

HUMAN ARE SOO SCARY!!

Tml going town downgrade psp. . yuppy, i can play more game lerx (:

chaneltan jiayou!!

2007-08-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

今天和 nor & wen lin 去電影院看了'' 天堂口'' 這一部電影。。
看完了這部電影讓我有了一些想法。。。

其實每個人心裡都有一個天堂，天堂不一定要很華麗，只要簡簡單單就夠了。。。
我想擁有的天堂是一個單純, 快樂和真實的天堂。。

你想像如果每個活在這個世界的人都很單純，對待每一個人時都是真誠一對
而不是虛情假意，那會有多好呢﹗﹗

但是事實往往都不是我們所期待的，尤其是在這個正在發展的世界里，每個人都會因為名和利，然後想盡辦法把自己的對手絆倒。這樣就可以登上高峰了。。

有時我在想那些為了達到目的而不擇手段的人有沒有曾經停下腳步想一想，如果讓你擁有了一切，可是你過的不快樂，這樣值得嗎?

我發現我開始會想了，不再是以前老是只會想這玩的瑩珊了。。哈哈哈﹗﹗
我認為這個社會太虛假了，每個人可以在五分鐘前對這你嘻嘻哈哈，當你一轉身他們就開始說你的壞話了。人真的是太可怕了。。。

我不否認我有時會和朋友說一些人的是非和八卦，但是還是懂得適可而止。。
我身為在這個虛假社會里的一份子，往往也會應為長期和這個社會接觸而慢慢被污染，但我還是會用100%的真誠去對那些我好和珍惜我的人 ((:

不管發生什麼事，我還是永遠都會愛我的家人，雖然有時會吵吵鬧鬧，但是家人始終最親。。

最後prelim examination要來了，需要加油了﹗﹗

瑩珊加油﹗﹗﹗

晚安哦﹗

2007-08-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

Today was my eng oral day. . Omg lorx, i find it super difficult. .haix. .think will flunk lerx :(
After eng oral , went home and change and headed down to orchard to meet sis. . while on my way to ys mrt, don't know from no where suddendly something drop out from my pocket. . guess what is it ??

it's

PAD!! LOL rht. .

Super paiseh lorx. . omg, my face turn red immediately and i laugh to myself. .

really super paiseh larx. . hahax. .How umb can i be. .

Later after acc sis shop, went to bali and have our dinner (: After dinner we headed straight

to cine kbox, and we from 9 plus sing till 3 in e morning. .

" i want to walk under a heavy rain "

2007-08-18T03:36:00.000-07:00

我好累！！我好想念我的床！！不知道該說什麼了。。。
我今天發現這個社會真的很現實﹐每個人都會以外表來選擇要不要對那個好。
我討厭這個社會。。它們讓我分不清楚是真或假。。

我曾經有想過是不是該對沒個人那麼好﹐因為你對他們越好他們越不
會去珍惜﹐反而當成是理所當然的。。。
不過這就是社會上所會遇見的是﹐我雖然很討厭﹐﹐但是我相信這些
不開心的事是一種成長 (:

nel jiayou ((:
now e tym is 3:37am. . tawn. .

2007-08-17T00:48:00.000-07:00

我好想飛噢﹐逃離這個現實的世界。。
我想回到從前的寧靜的世界﹐有媽咪照顧和聽我述說開心和不開心的事的世界。。
我雖然每次都和您頂嘴和每次讓您為了我不好的態度感到難過﹐真的很對不起。。
我有時候真的很沒有禮貌﹐我想因為我不知如何表達吧。。
媽咪我愛你。。。
我不想老是找人來分擔我的事﹐我要學會獨立和堅強。。
我不知為何突然變得好傷感哦﹗﹗哈哈哈
我真沒用﹐老是只會往坏的方向去想﹐沒當不開心時
就會想起以前那些難過的事。。結果把自己搞到像 "水龍頭"一樣。。哈哈哈﹗﹗
我要去睡覺了﹗﹗好睏哦﹗﹗
today went sing k with jasmine jun wei terry wei ying wei xiong jackson and cally and watch fireworks too ((:

2007-08-16T23:48:00.000-07:00

今天發生了一個讓我不知所錯的事情。。
當我從手機知道這件事時我當場傻眼。。
我不敢相信在我眼前的事實,我頓時感到不知所措。。
結果我終於忍不住還是在Mrt上哭了。。。

我覺得自己真的很沒用。。我只會老是找朋友幫忙﹐找他們訴苦。。
不過我還是要感激那3位每次都會給我意見的好朋友 ((: 我愛你們﹗﹗﹗

今天讓我感到不知所措的事就是我的兩個好朋友原本講好要重考ｏ'ｌｖｌ華文
但是她們因為拿了ｄｐａ成績而決定不重考了﹐而且她們是到了今天才和我說。
他們又要我在很快的時間決定要不要重考﹐因為老師需要知道。
我當下真的不知該做什麼﹐腦袋一片空白。我原本是想放棄重考的機會﹐因為我認為如果我一個人讀華語我怕會沒有心上課。。。

不過最後我還是聽取了他們的意見決定重考﹐就算是一個人。那是因為以後的生活是靠我自己創造的。說真的我不會生那兩位朋友的氣﹐因為她們只是在為自己的未來而打算。。不過我還是感到有點失望而已。。

不管以後的路有多麼難走﹐我都會撐下去。。

瑩珊加油﹗

晚安了

Music listening: lie about us

2007-08-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

Music listening: 憨人
我今天又没有去上课, 因为肚子不舒服. 今天也和 Jasmine ，Jesse ， Xin ni ，Caleb ，Darryl ，Wei how and Bjorn 去看 alone [连体婴].真的是一部不错的电影。哈哈哈。我个人觉得蛮恐怖的. . 我有被一些画面吓到! 哈哈哈。不过还是觉得很好看。哈哈哈 (:
Erm。。今天我觉得人为何不会珍惜你对他们的好，反而他们会把这当成是理所当然的东西。
但是如果你一直犯同样的一个错，他们就会认定你是这种人，然后就会把你曾经做过和对他们好的事全部抛到云霄外,忘得一干二净。。
我开始感到有一点累了，我真的不知道他们有时候对你好是来自真心的还是虚假的。人们为什么不可以用真心去对待每一个人呢?? 为什么要那么的虚假呢?? 如果用真心去对待每一个人,但是如果你没有样貌, 你的真心没有多少人会去注意，可是如果你是一个美女，就算你不用拿出真心去对待每一个人就会有人注意到了。。这个社会真的好不公平哦!! 我真的好想飞出这个虚假的社会哦!!! 虽然我知道一直埋怨也没有用，可是如果不把这些话说出来，会让我感到满闷的。我有认为我是一个想很多的女孩。每当遇到让我难过的事我都会去找人听我把心里的不开心都说出来。我不会去面对事情, 我都只会一直道歉而已! 我真的觉得自己很没有用。我觉得我的优点就是很快就会把不开心的事给忘记，可是每当有事情发生时，我又会记得。哈哈哈。。但是我很庆幸在我的身边有对我不离不弃的天空和音乐。它们在我最难过的时候都会陪伴着我，让我把难过的事都哭出来!! 在它们的面前我是最自然的。我不用去掩饰我的心情，像哭就哭，想笑就笑。。我真的好想会到以前快乐的日子。

2007-08-05T12:39:00.000-07:00

Today went to swensens to have our lunch. i order crayfish pasta. it taste ok only leh. After lunch we went to watsons, coz sis wanna buy things, in the end i brought the anglefit foundation & maybelline volume express mascara (: We headed back home after buying our stuffs at watson. on e way back, sis say what we want to have dinner then she say we go eat steamboat ok, everybody agree so we ended up eating steamboat @ bugis. . We reach there ard 5plus and we eat till 8plus. After dinner, i headed home straight. Now studying for tues social studies prep exam. . so tired now. . yawn. . yawn. .hahahx. . shall stop here lerx, gg to study. . chanel jiayou!!!!

2007-08-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

Today wake up ard 2plus, slack awhile and went to cck and find sis. coz gg sing kbox. . in the end when i reach cck then they tell me they at causeway. duh rht so i ve to make my way down to causeway again. . hahax. . Went to food court to have our dinner and after dinner we headed straight to cck kbox. . hahax. . Me and sis started with singing mayday songs, we decidate almost all of their songs to sing . We start singing ard 9plus, when we finish singing all mayday songs is 1am~2am. . hahax. . we power rht. . lol. . we sang 4 hrs of mayday songs. . hahahax. . After tht meix sang her fav songs all and i continue singing ding dang and jie lun songs, then when i finish singing fen lie, i wanted to sing jolin de dao dai and they cut away and they stop e whole programme, coz is alr 3 am. . they are closing. . stu~pid lorx. . i nv get to sing my dao dai. .i so pissed off lorx. . hahax. . this is how i spent my wonderful sat (: singing and spending tym with family ((:tym now is 3.45 when i blog this entry. . hahax. . nitx. . gg to sleep now. .

2007-08-02T12:48:00.000-07:00

music listening: tian shi (:

This is my new blog skin. . From now onwards, i gg to write my entry everyday and i will upload all of them on fri (: hahax, coz at home no internet mah. . LOL. . btw, thn gg to apply for one lerx. . hahax. . Now at library studing with jas & zy! Today we nv go school coz most of the teacher went for e sec 3 camp and we ve super lotx of free period, so what for go school. hahax. . we very bad rht? but thts us larx. . btw, ytd just finish my science prep exam. . i did study for e sub, but in e end still don't know how to do. felt quite sad over it. . think i must really work hard for my subjects lerx. . i can't afford to slack anymore or skip school lerx. prelim will be coming super fast lerx. so now have to start to study for my social studies & maths. . durng e day i went to tw, i really miss a lotx of lesson, now must learn all by myself. . so stress!!
btw, jie lun went back to tw lerx, this tym round he come and i never go and chase. felt quite sianx, coz was sick on the first day plus now also no one to acc me chase lerx. .haix. . nvm, when he come for his concert n yr end i will sure chase de. . coz super long never see him lerx. . btw, all my frenz, don't need to worry, chase idols stuffs i will wait until o'lvl finish then chase lerx. coz i know tht i only have less then 80 days to o'lvl. . i don't want to regret again when i get my results later! hiax, so sianx, later still must work. . now a days don't really feel lyk working coz of the mgr. . they are so unfair. . feeling super tired now . . but later thn after work i will do my ss notes, coz now at library i only play com. . opps. . LOL. . ~lalala, later after playing com we gg causeway eat pasta mania!! later thinking of buying a pants or bag leh. . hahax. .

music is my life ..

2007-07-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

我回來了!!
剛從台灣回來。這五天在台灣因該是我最快樂的時光吧!
第一天抵達台灣時﹐我和姐到了我們所住的taipei grand hyatt 飯店後便到小巨蛋
去。當我們抵達小巨蛋時已經有蠻多人在排隊了所以我們決定
回去飯店休息一下﹐然後在出發去小巨蛋排隊。結果我們的第一天就在小巨蛋度過了。第二天也就是五月天的首場演唱會。在早上10點就發號碼牌。可是必須4點又回到小巨蛋排隊準備入場。原本是6。30 入場的﹐可是最後變成7。30才進場。
那是因為他們為了求好心切所以才彩排到過時。最後演唱會在8。30 正式開場了。
丁噹是演唱會的開場藝人。她的歌聲真的是不錯﹐值得去支持。
五月天在她唱完歌就登場了﹐他們的第一首歌是武裝。唱到戀愛ING 時因為fans 過high,一直喊 l~o~v~e 結果阿信就假裝昏倒躺在舞台上﹐怪獸就想過去踢一踢阿信。結果反而被阿信射倒後來石頭和碼莎也被阿信射倒。他們在躺在舞台時對攝影大哥扮出了很多鬼臉﹐這凸顯了他們可愛的一面﹐我覺得他們在台灣真的太自然了. i am so lazy to blog in chinese now.. so tired.. hahax.. btw, this tym round my trip to tw was really fun.. went to "xi men ding" and ve the "ah zhong mi sua" and bubble tea, was really super nice (:
brought a lotx of clothes too. . btw, mayday concert was really super nice!! really glad tht june holiday e trip to tw was worth it, coz just nice we can brought the 7/20 and 7/22 the tic for the jump concert (: btw, now having high fever , cough , flu and sore throat. . so tired! but felt really bad for not gg school for so long. . haix. . think i sure wll be say by my teachers and frenz. but even if they say i also can't blame them, coz is really my fault mah. haix. . ok, now gg rest lerx. . yawn!!

2007-06-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

Nowat airport.. gg to taiwan (:
shall blog bout my tripwhen i come back and my birthday details..
hahahx

2007-06-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

~lalala.. Just come back from mayday concert.. it's was really a nice concert ((:
i went with my sis, niece.. must really thks sis for helping me to pay for e tic..
we was high through e whole concert lorx.. now i really feel lyk chasing mayday lerx.
they are really talented and handsome (: btw, theres one good thingy happen to me
was when e last part of e concert, guai shou saw i raise e i love you sign at him , coz we
got eye interaction,and he nod with a killing-smile on his face.. omg, lorx, i almost meltz.. hahaha.. he is really ve shuai..hahahax.. ahxin too ((: So, after today concert i decided to
chase mayday, but jie lun is still e first idol in my heart ((: ~lalalala. i am so high now..
Yawnz.. tired!! gg to sleep now, coz tml still need to meet nor to watch movie (:

2007-06-01T23:32:00.000-07:00

Now just finish work.. today was a tired day for mi lorx..suppose to work fl become
work at cb.. sianx half. in e noon i was sooo bored till i just kept on do work and nv
tok at all. but when wati they all come i start laugh-ing lyk crazy.. hehe. luv working
wif them. they always e one which make me laugh!! btW, today mgr celebrate ahbeng
b'dae and shuan bian celebrate mine.. although i appreciate tht wati they all speak
up for mi bout e celebation thingy, but i jus find tht most of e mgr are just so fake..
esp c.......a
HAhaha!! btw, i don mind they celebrate for me a not, coz i think today celebrate is
too advance le lorx.. but still must say thks for their kindness!!!!
Today whn heard nor they all say wana celebrate my birthday, i really shocked and felt
ve touched.. i really happy to known this grp of frenz.. they acc me when i was left alone
and they would always undst me and look after me dring work tym and nv fail to entertain
me when i am sad!! i really ve to say a big thks too '' wati , nor, christine, shi xiang, enjing, terry, jia ming, chew yan, beng guan, jasmine goh, kaiting, yijie and lastly junwei "
i oso must thks my school crazy grp of gals which make me feel lyk gg school.. hahahx.. we simpily love
to gossip during lesson :p ok, lastly hope all my frenz will be happy always and smile ((:

2007-05-30T19:36:00.000-07:00

long tym nv post since e last wan.. have ben quite busy for the past few months..
finally, my chinese o have finish, can relax for a while lerx.. today went back to school
for poa lesson, after lesson went to cp to eat wif jasmine, jesse, caleb, daryl and helmy..
went back home after eat-ing and SlEEP!!!! hahaahx, coz ve tired mah..
after wake up saw jas msg, i only work 1 day.. hai, can't even sign in.. don know why
when saw the msg, felt quite sad and totally no mood.. i finally can undst hw tht tym
my frenz felt when they only manage to work 1 day :(
i just felt tht, in this world, if eu treat ppl good and help tem without asking for any thing
in return, they will take eu for granted and when eu stop treating them good, they will
think eu change.. haix.. wth lorx rht!!
Sometimes i really thn tht i am ve pitiful, when real sad or depressed i can't find
anyone to talk to.. hahax. so ke lian rht?? but nvm larx, live is lyk tht, i think e only
way can help me forget my saddness is cry out or just try to smile and thn of e
positive side bahx.. as lyk what ppl always says " ren sheng duan duan, wei he wei le yi shi de shang xin he nan guo er gan dao hui xin ne? " hahahax!!!!!! but since i blog out everything from my heart i feeling better
ler.. hahax.. i am back to e LAUGH loudly de nell alr :D

2007-01-07T03:24:00.000-08:00

Now at gv useing ah beng laptop.. LOL rht.. cause today work till 1am..
This week school re-open le.. ve fun lorx. but stress over o'level..
o'level is difficult.. i must really work ve hard in order to get into poly..
chanel jia~you!!!!
Nothing to blog also.. haa.. btw, today was late for work.. haa.. Today went
to sing k.. finally after a long tym.. lalalalalalalala..
now dammed sheck le.. tired!!!
i wan my BED!!!!

2006-12-28T17:40:00.000-08:00

Today finally blog again .. x'mas did not go with xy they all watch curse of e golden flower,
cause they don wan watch!! So i was alone in e house for e whole day.. sianx.. At night, went to
attend gv x'mas party, quite fun larx, the food was also nice.. LOL.. but due to left over too much food,
so our mgr raymond think of a game which is e smallest card eat e food tht we put on e plate..
The first one to kanna it was him.. haa.. Luckily i only kanna once, but is ALL jelly lorx.. don't
dare to eat jelly le.. haa.. Have to thks TERRY for putting SOOOO much food for those who kanna e
smallest card,Heng my wan he nv put so much, if not i don wan this kor le.. Haa..
The nxt day went to work, and i work box office, ve shock tht e crowd for "night a e museum" and "
curse of the golden flower" was A LOT!!!! Don't even ve tym to eat.. tired tired!! I really don lyk
box closing, esp when they long tym dump me do box is box closing.. sian diaox!! Haa..
Btw, this week kanna one day box, cb and floor.. happy (:
Erm.. ytd went to watch "the holiday with nor, christine and wati.. it's was a nice show!!
Btw, now i found out tht once a person is not close wif a person or no common interest,
between each other, they will forget bout eu totally..
So now i don wan bother so much le.. If eu all remember me, i will be happy, but if eu all don
remember me, then i can only say "forget bout it".. Haa..
Recently, i found out tht if a person think of others b4 think of themself, then most ppl will think
tht they are trying to act good or lyk tht somebody!!
really weird thinking lorx.. a bit F*** alsO larx.. So i just gonna be e way i use to be.. Happy then smile,
sad will cry, angry will show!! LOL!!!!!
Thts me from last tym till now larx.. but i angry won show only!! LOL!! later i shall blog some pic
on e gv x'mas party.. Haa ((:

2006-12-27T18:02:00.000-08:00

Your Birthdate: June 16

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

2006-12-23T08:47:00.001-08:00

Today went out with sister.. finally know wat to buy for gv x'mas gift le.. hahax..
btw, ytd mid-night go watch death note wif siti.. It's was a nice show, but quite different
from comics.. hahax, but yue still so shuai.. lol.. reach home around 3am.. quite tired..
Today morning suppose meet jasmine they all play bb, but due to too tired i nv go, in e end
just bring my doggie down and en jing they all see see.. hahax!! My dog is CUTE!!!
Today planning to upload photo.. hahax.. cause jus feel lyk uploading.. LOL!!

my dinner for tonight @ swensen!

mY fav bAg,although it's nt branded larx, but nice.. hahax..

i wan itttttttttt!!! newurbanmale fliplops!!

zi lian again

hahax!!

this is e crystal ball jasmine and junwei buy for me!!

This is e large sugarcane juice which can only found in malaysia
..LOL.. STyle rht!! hahax.. it's double e size of normal sugar cane drink!!
This is e last tym taken on e trip wif gv frenz!! Btw, x'mas gg watch

wif xing ying, enna, yan ping @ VIVO GV max!! LOL.. look forward to e show!! jay rocks ((:

2006-12-20T09:26:00.001-08:00

Erm, long tym since e last post.. Today went to watch Night of e Museum, it's was really a nice show..
hahax.. laugh till i wanna die.. Watch it with siti , christine , wati , pearlyn , peidi , beng guang.. laugh
through e show till wanna die..
dumb dumb i want gum gum!! waHAhahax.. wanting to watch curse of e golden flower and the
last name!!!
Btw, chalet just ended.. enjoy myself quite a lot.. hahax.. Esp second day.. cause me , chew yan , shixiang ,

en jing and kaibin ton till morning and eat.. hahax.. then all so high, kept on laugh and laugh..

erm.. wanna say this week roster sucks till lyk wat lorx.. shit e manager which plan
this roster!! but nvm, nxt yr won't work so much le.. bleh!!
Erm.. i wanna say, i pass my n'level le.. hahax.. so happy ((:

2006-12-09T23:29:00.000-08:00

listEninG taNk-tiAn koNg mEi YOu XIa yU..
Erm.. just coME bacK frOM wORK noT LOng.. TueS GoT wORk agaIn.. thiS weEk ShIFt QUITe sian larx..
but bo bian.. hahax.. btw, mon gg watch deck e halls with my JIe JIe.. hahax.. erm.. lasT weD aND thurs go
and attend e gems course.. it's was quite boring on E fiRSt day.. but seconD daY wAS fun, coz change teacher..
Second day teacher is a customer service consultant.. hahax.. This course is quite useful to me, coz when
i go poly i wanted to take hospility, but although it's hard but i will try my best.. hahax.. aiyO, noW really can't
wait to know my 'n' result.. Erm,toDaY thEn i foUnd OuT i kaNNA write my name down for late by 5 min.. hahax.. Recently just watch happy feet.. it's a Nice show.. e penguine soO CUTe.. hahax.. lalalal.. suddendly ve e urge to go sing k box.. lalalalala.. so fun singing wif all my frends last tym.. but e k session at k-ster think will stop bah, cause won't be e 4 person le mah.. hahax.. but hope e k session at k box wont stop.. hahax.. cause
go k-ster sing only wif one group of ppl onli, go wif others frenz is go k-box.. duh rht!! sounds lyk crapping
rht, but if eu know i mean then eu will understand.. hahahaxx..

tank gei Wo ni dE aI ;p

-NIcE plaCe To Ton (:

- me and jasminE @ coURSe (:

2006-11-12T15:20:00.000-08:00

Erm.. noW i knoW HOw tO solVe gossIP.. jusT giVe a smiLE anD EVerything
will bE goNE (: i reaLLy don know whY theY Will Say Gals LyK bOi.. WTh.. buT
I don cAre ANyMorE lE.. i just Gg o leaD mY liFe.. sINcE I caN'T StoP THEm
FRom saying, then i shall just heck care!! btw, later gg watch final call wif
jas and siti ((:

2006-11-11T13:40:00.000-08:00

i hate him!! i will lEArN tO BE sTRoN And sOlVe mY pROB (:

2006-11-06T01:40:00.000-08:00

Long tym nv blog le.. cause real busy with work.. cause must earn lotx of money for e genting
tour on dec.. so must jia you lorx!! But now down with stomach flu, feeling real terrible..
friday, jus went to plaza and watch grudge 1 and 2.. not really a nice show, although is scary
but eu will know when the ghost will come out and kill.. LOL.. btw, think nxt week gg to watch FLushed
away, it's cute de lorx.. wahaha.. n'level result will be out maybe on dec 15~20 dec.. maybe onli arx..
nt confirm.. Tml still gt work.. so really must Jia you arx.. but hope i still can take it.. wahaha.. btw,
quite look forward to gg genting (:

2006-10-13T16:17:00.000-07:00

latER gg wORk.. siaN loRX, whEn cAN i bUy mY PsP??
gT nThiNG tO wrITe. BTW, THIs Is mY neW blOGskINs (:
foUnd It AT CAsey blog.. quite interesting..
A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

mine
y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
I- You get hyper easily.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
S- Easy to fall in love with.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
A-Damn good kisser.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
for I,G,S i find it ve trUe, buT fo tHE OtHERs, I doN Know..
WAhahHA

2006-10-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

Haix.. sian, today the maths paper 2 sure flunk wan, really don't know how to do.
cause ytd did not revise at all, cause no mood.. haix,during exam period,those stuffs cannot
happen to me, if not will sure affect my mood.
So i must really learnt to heck care stuffs and lead a happy life!! Erm, tml will be
meeting jas to study for poa at mac, yuppy, n'level gg end soon le (: tml working rc, long tym nv work tht station le,but don't know will down money a not..wahaha.. but luckily gt wati to help me ((: This few days
my eyes kept on feel very pain and ve been down wif sore throat and cough for 1 week plus. .sianx..
Heard from jennifer mei tht jie lun is coming to singapore soon, tht mean i ve to start doing my board
le.. Long tym nv see him le, the last tym see him is initial d.. he is really soOo cute.. wahaha..
today while on the way to cck, saw a person look lyk kuek, or maybe is him.. i oso don't know.. hee
Just now went to play lantern and get my hair burnt.. sad..sad.. cause due to bu xiao xing.. wahaha..
stupid rht.. btw, just now i make a decision which is when all the candle we play burn finish, i gg to forget
all the unhappy thingy lyk how the candle burn away the wax.. hehehe.. it's nice to spent tym wif my
nephew they all, cause they were real cute
love them lotXx :D

2006-10-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

erm.. now listen to first love while blogging.. today i know
tht, i rather ppl think tht i am a bad person then tell the truth.
cause truth is always hurting and will lead to quarrel. Althouh
someone told me to tall out, but i did not I really don't know why??
Things happen around eu can make eu grow up..btw, i must thanks the someone
for giving me advise..I think i ve to take things not so seriously
esp:ppl thinking.Although i try to change, but it's difficult..
but i must try my ve best to change. cause it is the only route which can
lead me to happiness. i really don't know why when things happen,i will
always think of the negative side first. maybe i am born to be a pessimistic
person bahx. Sometimes i would hope tht 'm' is naround me to share my prob
and give me advise, then i won't be this character le bah.
although i know 'm' is memories. but memories will always be in the heart and won't be forgotten so easily..haix.Last tym when 'm' is
around, there won't be so many prob!! i want 'm' back.. sob.. sob..
i can't get back to the past.. haix.. i really
hate the feelings of being left alone to face eveything alone..
the feelings really sux.. haix.. tml still gt maths paper 2.. sianx..

2006-10-01T03:28:00.000-07:00

erm... onli left one more day till n'level le..
now still studying chemistry.. real stress and scared..
haix.. nxt whole week sure will be a hard tym for me..
nthing much to blog, or shuld i say no mood to blog :(
btw, gt find tym to watch rob-b-hood , it's was really a
nice show.. wahaha.. and stay alive also ve nice..
currently, still studying... hiax..

2006-09-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

HE is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute lorx.. wahaha.. i laugh till what lyk tht..
jie lun rocks larx (:

cute rht.. so happy now.. yawn.. gg sleep now.. wahaha..
JIELUN ROCKS!!!

2006-09-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

LOng tym nv blog since my last entry.. this whole week really busy with my studies.. now less then one week to n'level.. stress.. My chem still so lousy.. maths also the same..haix.. later gg study again, but this tym is alone..
ermm.. golden period for me to study is from 11 plus till 6.. weird rht..
nth much to blog also./ i wan pass n'level.. stress.. stress..

2006-09-16T13:58:00.000-07:00

Now listening to jie lun-xinyu while blooging out this post (:
surpose to blog out ytd.. but too tired le..
15/9/06
this entry is written on the paper while i was having my poa today..
haix, no mood to the paper at all and i did not study at all, cause i was thinking bout
e matter.. ytd really a lot of things happen.. now in my heart, i was feeling ve messy..
should i still be frenz with 'her'? i think i should let god to decied for me.. Ytd i send a msg to mr Q, if he replied by my exam i will cont to be frenz with 'her' but if mr Q did not reply,
i would don't wan this frend le..i know i am ve stupid too do this.. but no choice.. but on the
other hand, i felt sad, cause the one i treated as my buddy, and we always share prob in e
end did not trust me and trust 'her' instead.. maybe words can make ppl change easily..
ytd, when i know all the action she do behind my back , i felt real angry and wante
to tell everyone how bad she is, but aftter calming down and think of the matter over
and over again till 4 plus then went to bed. I finally got a conclusion which is i should not tell the 'group' bout what is 'her' lyk and the real side of her, cause it's like no point spoiling her beautiful image of them in their heart. instead of angry, i felt sorry for her.. i really don't know why?? maybe is because she loose a true friend which she treated as bah.. The things happen around
me always make me grow up.. but also will ve hurtful.. , but like what ppl always says :" when
you are hurt eu will learnt ti be strong and be smarter nxt tym"haix.. Luckily i still ve frenz
which stand by my siade when i faced prob.. really thanks a lot.. THanks JASmine, jessie, haidah my kor jun wei and terry.. Btw went watch little man wif jessie, jas and haidah after exam..
it was a very funny show.. wahaha.. we laugh till lyk crazy..
p.s: mr Q nv reply..

2006-09-14T12:43:00.000-07:00

Now at jessie house.. currently now got hidah, zy, jas and of coz JESSIE larx.. a bit lame rht.. hehe.. today physic test quite okok larx, got a few question dont know how to do.. Now feeling ve tired lorx, cause ot enough sleep.. sian.. but the exam life gg over soon le.. yuppy (: but still veN'LEVEL.. stress arx.. but i sure i can overcome all these wan.. hehe.. btw this sunday working, cause they say not enough stuffs, then need me go back help, a bit scared le, cause long tym nv work le, plus is do candy bar CLOSING lorx.. then i think is all new stuffs.. scared.. cause i still consider new mah.. haix.. hope sunday manager will be nice nice wan.. wahahaha.. Tml got poa test, but i heck care wan, cause i give up!! wahahaha.. Thts wan i don't bother too study at all.. hehehe.. then they study i online.. wahahaha :D

2006-09-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

Today went out with jas to watch movie.. we watch barnyard, it's was so CUtteeeee loRX.. HEHE.. after watching, jas and i went home and jas went to settle her stuffs *mimi* wahaha.. Then later in the night meet my kor, come out and study, cause he pro in physic mah.. In the end i do my physic and he play SOCCER .. wahaha.. after tht reach home bout 2 plus.. feeling real tired now.. yawn..tml gt physic test.. i must jia you le (:

2006-09-01T15:57:00.000-07:00

Now a days my life is study and study.. just got my pay..
anyway, today is gary birthday.. he is my buddy worx.. wahaha...
Happy birthday 'rabbit' ..
Now at zy house.. cause we do chocolate.. nice lorx..
next tym i shall up load the pic here..
Ytd went study with jun wei, jasmine and zhi yun at woodlands to study..
we meet at 11am.. after tht we went to shop for a while and we went to shop
for gary present.. we brought for him a jacket and jas brought a jeans..
After shopping, we went to mac and study.. i took a lots of pic with zhi yun
and our 20 pic nugget.. hee.. shall upload all the pic next tym..
I really hope i can score well for my ss paper.. i must really jia you manx..
Then later maybe gg watch the break up.. sianx.. must let my brains relax for
a while.. hee.. now currently planning for garett outing.. but is not i plan wan larx, is
yan ping plan wan.. hee.. long tym nv see garett le.. now gg stop work at gv till oct..
my feelings was dammed sian.. don't know why will have this feelings also..

maybe is because is my first job bah.

this is the pic i take on 31 aug

My lunch (:

2 stranger but holds e same "yu san"

eat and eat

eat again xD

My fav sweet...

me and Zhi yuN ((:

the chocolate i make :D

2006-08-29T16:50:00.000-07:00

Erm.. long tym nv blog le.. sian.. now a days is study and sleep..
nothing much to do also.. Anyway just brought n73..
veri nice.. happy manx.. now have already stop work at gv for a month plus..
it will be dammed sian for me le.. i hate to stay at home now a days,
cause of my sister who treat me like stranger.. i won't forget what ytd she says to me..
it was really very hurtful.. erm.. now i know not to take things so seriously..
if eu don wan tell me anything then suan le.. i don't bother to ask..
cause if not ppl will say i k poh.. but if eu all need me i can be a good listener..
HOpethat my life will be having all happy things when my this
don't bother bout how ppl look at eu attitude flows in my body..
i know tht there is some ppl out there really dislike me,may be is my attitude bah, but i
can't force her/him to like me, so if eu wan continue dislike me then thts it
and i won't bother le.. it's yr mind, i can't change anything.. if eu don treat me as a frend,
then i won't treat eu like one also..Lastly hope the ppl around me will be happy..

2006-08-19T19:45:00.000-07:00

Now a days is just choing-in in studies and work..
anyway now i learnt to be happy le..
this whole week quite slack..
cause sick then got a lot of days nv go school..
overslept and overslept..
but illness gg recover soon le.. so my LACK life will be over soon ((:
so hope jas could stop using tht type of sarscatic tone which suan me when i nv go school le..
jkjk ok.. don't angry arx jas..
erm.. now gg play bb le.. so have to stop writting..
later have to go work at 840pm..

2006-08-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

Now at mac using com.. wahaha.. so style lorx.. a bit -_-" right..
later got work again.. tired man. now a days kept on study and study..
i am gg to be a com le, cause must put all the notes inside my brain..
wahaha.. dots right larx.. anyway CLICK and tokyo drift is a nice movie ((:
later gg to watch "long hu men"
i gg to study loh.. i will update my blog soon again (:
p.s: happiness is everything, inorder to be happy, u have to take things easily..

2006-07-26T15:42:00.000-07:00

erm.. long tym nv post le.. cause real busy with my work and study,
somemore internet is spoil.. sianx..now a days tend to love study..
don know why.. i think tht study can make me forget all my prob..
but exam is now on, then will feel a bit stress larx..
now i fa xian something which is ppl really don't appreciate what
eu have done for them and hey will take it for granted.. i also don't know why..
but now it make me know tht i can't trust anyone other then myself..
sometime i am thinking if i should just forget bout it to be kind or good..
when eu tends to treat a person with all yr heart, in the end eu get back is all shit..
sometimes really make me feel dammed sad bout it.. haix.. but what can i do??
world is unfair bah.. i really don know what should i do??
but the thing i know what i should do is study hard, pass my n'level and concentrate
on my work and ignore how ppl in e work place see me or whatever larx..

2006-06-24T15:10:00.000-07:00

Later gg to watch silent hill with zhi yun, jasmine and martin
wahaha.. at least i can find zhi yun to acc me, if not i will be a light bulb man.. wahaha
i wan eat popcorn.. hahaha.. today cannot sign in must buy tic.. but nvm larx.. Sometimes purchase a tic is good also, cause can collect it =_="
ok larx, today not really much thingy happen.. tml gg ve a suprise for somebody (:
i miss jie lun.. hope his movie faster film finish then he can release his new album le..
looking forward ((:
few more days to school re-open le.. erm.. must adopt the school lifestyle again.. bu i can only
say.. [chanel eu can do it de] =_="
Anyway, broght singapore true ghost story book no 14 le.. it's nice and garett and leon gt interview by russel lee and they wrote out some story.. t's nice larx (:
miss garett also ((:
ok now i shall go do my homework le..

2006-06-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

Erm.. now gg to start school le.. a bit don't get use to it.. cause this whole month working
and working.. I really love my job.. it's fun and nice.. Get to watch lots of show..
erm.. now i realise one thing which is [ Grieving can make a person become strong.. don't ever
give up that easily, must survive till e end.. ]
this sentences sound so weird and a bit pro rht.. wahaha..
Ok larx. shall blog bout today.. Went to work as usual, sometimes i went to work early
and went to do "fl", i scared tht ppl will say me act hardworking.. haiz, a bit sian.. but i think all this stuufs if ppl wan say i also can't stop them mah, cause is their mouth.. i can only try not
to heart myself by taking it to hard and be a happy go lucky gal...
i really hate my last tym de moody, sad attitude.. i wan to be happy ((:

2006-06-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

Today is my birthday.. ve happy tht can spent my tym with my family..
the ice - cream cake was nice.. wahaha.. ok larx.. i ve to thank all those who
me happy birthday.. i ve long nv blog le, cause due to working..
gv is a nice place.. wahaha.. i love my job ((:
16/6/06

2006-05-20T23:50:00.000-07:00

Today went causeway point again.. sian.. wahaha..
tonight ve dinner at seoul garden..
lalala.. nxt tym then up load more pic here..
now ve tiredd le.. gg sleep lorx..
lalalala..

2006-05-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

Friday..
Now listening to leon de forever love 2006 & qi li xiang while blogging.. it's really ve nice
Today is sister birthday.. happy birthday sister.. lalala.. but it's over le larx.. cause now sat
le mah.. LOL.. ok larx.. today wake up ve early lorx, cause mei forget to bring her art work
to school, then i ve to cab down and give her her work.. when pass her the stuffs le,
to lazy to take bus so cab home again.. haiz.. waste my 8 plus :(
went back home sleep for a while and go meet jas 9 am at cp to ve our breakfast..
as usual, she is late.. wahaha.. after eating we walk to np and we went to play arcade..
lalala.. i love to play Daytona (: after playing, i went to collect the ice-cream cake and
present and went to sister house le.. omg lorx.. today had dinner @ 9pm.. cause sister
flight is delay a bit, then she arrive home late (:
really miss mum cooking a lotx.. wahaha.. nice food.. lalalala..
sister brought for me a ck perfume and billabong pants ((:
oh ya, i gg to start work soon le , hope the working place will suit me bah (:
took pic again (:

ok larx, now shall blog bout what happen to me the whole week ((:
Thursday..
Today go school as usual.. Today in school we have sports hits, we watched those guy play
bb.. some skills dammed pro, some erm..erm.. wahah.. eu should know what i mean rht..
lalala.. i know i am bad larx... wahahaha.. After watch finish the match, me ,jas and zy
become wondering ghost le lorx.. lol.. it is because we kept walking around the school
and nthing to do.. then today in school we play scrabble.. lalala.. Of cause i did take
lotx of pic..[[ cause when i am bored ,i love taking pic ((: ]]

scrabble played in the library, cause we were DAMMED bored....

formed using scrabble tiles ((:

2 piggy.. wahaha..
ok shall continue.. in the night chat with jas.. we chat until 12 plus..
cause i wanna wish sister HAPPY BIRTHDAY mah.. LOL.. wahaha,
got present when she come back from thailand ((: both of us hang up and went to
sleep le.. cause too tired to carry on talking.. sleep at around 12.45 am.. zZZZzz..
Wednesday..
Today finally went to school le, wahaha.. monday and tues day slack at home.. so fun lorx..
wahaha (: Today went school so sian.. sleep in class the whole day.. even though got
teacher in class also no use.. Never teach at all.. waste my time only.. sian arx..

2006-05-13T21:48:00.000-07:00

Now feeling dammed tired.. today wake up at 10am..
today went to causeway point again.. wahaha.. have dinner at jacks place (:
the grill chicken is nice..
tml is mother day le.. gg celebrate @ tanjong pager the "rama tai".. pai seh if
gt any typo error , cause my eng not ve good larx (:
monday no need go school..wahaha.. then planning to go for swimming ,
long tym nv swim le.. i love swimming..
i love jie lun.. but i am tired.. maybe gg sleep for a while, then later wake up
and online again.. wahaha ((:

2006-05-13T05:02:00.000-07:00

now it's already 5am le, but i still awake.. a bit siao le larx..
wahaha.. cause just now mei use com until 3 plus.. so bad rht..
then i start using com from 4 plus.. then now she sleeping..
sian lorx.. wahaha..

2006-05-12T20:59:00.000-07:00

Long tym nv blog le.. hahax.. this few weeks ve been busy wif work.. Recently watch open seasons..
it's really a funny and cute show.. hahax.. btw, n result gg to out soon le, a bit no confident..
but since already do my best le, just hoping e result is good (: this month gg to be real busy and broke..
cause gt jun wei kor birthday, gv chalet, chrismas party.. hahax.. christmas countdown who wanna join
me.. hahahx.. sian leh.. wanna go and ton.. lalalala :p
BtW recEntly just brought psp.. need of speed carbon quite nice to play larx, but i a bit slow.. not lyk
ej, play till level 6 le lorx.. hahax.. black psp win le.. hahax.. btw hope ej can do well for his exam (:
lalalala..

2006-05-12T16:38:00.000-07:00

Just finish my new blogskins.. Ytd only sleep for 5 hours lorx.. now feeling quite shack
but bo bian, later still ve to go work @ 1845.. wondER if tonight mgr is who?? hahax.. btw,
wish yan shan a advance happy birthday (:

2006-05-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

this WEB is fun..
it's true man..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success: Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
this wan is 90% true..

HOW LONG DID EU GET WELL WITH OTHERS
Here is the analysis: You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.
this wan is 90% true

What does being a friend really mean to you
You value your friendships: 25%..
You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.
this one is 100% true.. wahaha

thts me.. i found it quite accurate.. around 95%..wahaha (:

2006-05-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

Today it's our last day of mid-year le (:
today went amk de k box with gary , zhi yun and jasmine..
we started singing from 2.25, suppose to end at 5.30 but in the end we
6plus then we leave the room ourself, not they chase us out de worx..
wahaha.. cause they nv chase us out..
think if we sing until 7 plus they also won't care..
it's was very fun man.. we sang and laugh..
esp when we sing cao ge de superwomen.. funny.. haha..*secret*
lalala.. me and gary love to sing jie lun songs.. happy cause finally theres
someone who can acc me sing so many jie lun songs, should i say is i acc him sing..
wahaha.. after k box we went to have our dinner at woodlands-pasta mania
yummy.. i love spicy chicken.. lalala..
after dinner, went shop shop for a while.. i wan buy the spec tht we saw at x-craft..
it's nice man.. after shop we go play arcade.. i love play car raceing.. lalalala..
after playing at time zone, we went back home.. reah home bout 9 plus and watch tv..

2006-05-10T22:08:00.000-07:00

Lalala.. now in school.. wahaha.. the ne quiz was fun..
wahaha.. today gt poa test.. the test i still can manage, but
can't balance lorx.. make me dammed pissed..
sian larx.. tml maybe gg k box again.. lalala..
love singing, but voice not really good larx :(
sian.. tml finally is my last day of mid year le.. happy..
won't be so stress le.. yuppy..
i wan go swimming..
i wan play pool..
lalala

2006-05-08T13:10:00.000-07:00

NOw at zhi yun house (: cause after school early mah.. lalala..
today gt maths test and chemistry test.. difficult sia.. lalala..
tml gt geog test.. tonight don't need sleep le :(
chanel must jia you for this mid year arx.. sob sob.. dammed stress..
wahaha.. i mad le.. stress until mad.. lalala...
i wan go swimming (:
i wan play pool (:
i wan go sing(:
aiyo.. all those ppl around me don't be sad le arx.. smile.. lalala..

2006-05-07T16:07:00.000-07:00

lalala.. just now had lunch at bukit temah foodcentre.. the food there is nice (:
now studying for chemistry and maths.. stress man.. Later gg causeway point again..
wahaha.. go eat seoul garden.. i gt to be fatter again le :( sad.. wahaha.. so i not gg to blog tht
much le.. lalala.. i LOVE schools (:

2006-05-07T03:45:00.000-07:00

saturday 6/5/06
lalala.. today went k box with eli and yiwen.. it was fun.. although didn't talk much,
but i enjoy listening to them singing.. their voice is real nice.. yiwen sing she songs is dammed
power lorx.. nice.. wahaha.. i am crazy le.. LOL.. tired man.. just finish founding songs
for my media player (:

2006-05-06T11:39:00.000-07:00

friday 5/5/06
Today went watch mid-night show with zhiyun and jasmine..
we watch mission impossible 3.. finish e show at bout 3am plus..
tom cruise ve shuai..the show is nice also.. lalalala..

movie tic (:

i LOVE popcorn..
i am crazy on thurs night ,
cause i took lotx of pic on 1 night.. i shall show here.. lalala..
i am ZI LIAN ((:

chanel (:

faces 1

me with spec (:

faces again..

me with my fav mp3.. it consists of my fav song (:

sleeping pig... wahahaha

2006-05-01T00:51:00.000-07:00

lalalalala.. i do finish my one and only jie lun blogskins.. so high ((:

it's tym to blog le bah..
this few days quite happy (:
i finally make a 决定which is don't want chase 56 and singapore idols le..
i think a lotx of stuffs this few days.. gt cry silently in e room..
but no one knows.. nvm larx.. it have already passed..
now i will only concentrate on chasing 杰伦 and my studies.. i know my 决定 maybe some
of eu all will shock or maybe heck care.. but nvm larx..
i want to follow my feelings.. now listening to 你最珍贵while blogging..
lalala.. aiya.. i don't know what to say le.. i am trying ve hard to become the old chanel le..
yeppy (: i know the only thing i could be happy is when "i don't bother to ask questions or listen
to what is being said, maybe i'll feel better this way right??"
lalalalala.. tml gg sing k box with family.. yeppy ((: now no voice.. cause
eat too much chocolate le.. hahaha..sianz..

i love to eat chocolate when i am sad..

yeppy.. gg sing k box a few hours later ((:

sad

2006-04-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

frenz are forever??
truth can't be accepted but ignore..
my feelings can't be expressed.. can't blog out??
what does idols really mean??
die is a road to a new world..
i hate the world i am living now.. really hate it to core.. hai.. i did not lie..
it's the truth.. i really gt no choice.. can't eu just believe the truth..
i treat eu as a best friend.. but eu hate me to the core.. cause eu think i lie to eu
but i did not.. it's all bo bian..=(
believe it a not

2006-04-22T02:50:00.000-07:00

Now dammed tired but can't sleep.. i just finish one present only.. really hope she will appreciate
it.. haiz.. Now a days when cheer up le, i will find out others prob.. i always willkanna trick by ppl.. there are so many fake ppl around me.. sad.. sad.. Now while writing this post i am listening
to FENG.. sad rht.. haiz.. but i must be strong larx.. idols are not forever.. they are fake too..
I rather chase 56 our should i say i should stop all chasing and just study and study.. Why so many unhappy stuffs tends to happen all in one tym.. i real hate it.. now listning to jj-zhi dui ni shuo, another sad songs.. haiz.. i will try to be strong.. although i already loose one stuffs le.. i dislike mother days now a day.. haiz.. haiz.. real sad now.. Last tym chase 56 don't have tht much prob.. now haiz.. sad and sad.. but all these sadness also make me grow older and know how the real outside world is like.. i swear i will stop chase SINGAPORE idols.. i really have enough of all the hurt they cause to me le.. hai.. i hate to be left alone.. really.. lonely is not a nice feelings =(

2006-04-20T17:25:00.000-07:00

it's tym to blog again.. today no school.. cause went for check up =)
omg lorx.. become so heavy le.. shit man.. i must loose weight le.. hahahah..
after check up went to play pool with martin and jas..
Omg lorx, martin e wei lian joke is dammed funny.. entertain me until crazy man.. laugh and laugh.. i love playing pool,although play until very lousy.. i must train more..LOL..
Today is my smallest nephew birthday.. hehe.. he is cute too.. love him.. =) tml
got to go school again =) love school =))

2006-04-15T12:02:00.000-07:00

Ytd did not blog cause was real tired.. HAhaz.. fall a sleep while watchin la bi xiao xin..
LOL.. bth myself.. i love to watch all those kiddy show.. cause it's really very funny and cute=)
ytd went ikea and brought a new table lamp.. yuppy, can study better with the lamp =) And i also got myself a guess watch =) later gg out to eat lunch.. hee.. is eat my fav "ba gu tae"
i really love my nephew a lotx.. i think he is the only wan can make me feel happy..
when he smile and hug me, all my prob will all forget.. hehe.. cause he is real cute..
ok larx.. tml gg start the daily school life again.. quite happy to go school.. cause it's fun=)
but i hate biased teacher.. shit them all =p

2006-04-14T20:06:00.000-07:00

I love 56=)
wahaha.. ok.. i shall blog bout this whole week in school=)
monday- 11/04/06
went to school.. moodswing in school again.. LOL.. but after a while ok le... after school
go home and went for superband.. cause lornie ask me to go.. ermm.. seoul, g-force and mantou was ve shuai=) hAha.. BUT i won't chase superband de.. cause i am real tired of chasing
singapore de idols.. haiz.. went home straight on cab after e show =) this are some of e pic
i took on cab.. bth me lorx.. i am so zi lian =))

tuesday- 11/04/06
nthing much happen in school leh.. just only gt physic , chemistry and poa test thts all .. lol.. so many test in a
day lorx..wanna kill ppl arx.. but i think goanna fail all le bah.. haiz.. real bth myself.. i must jia you arx.. today after school go for "nafa".. went home bath and sleep =)
wednesday- 12/04/06
Today went school have maths test... i really hope i can pass..
nothing much happen in school larx..just shout here shout there..
laugh here laugh there.. LOL.. and suaning DAO TOU.. LOL..i think oniy class 4nc will know..
hahaz.. da tou let me suan until nthing to say.. yeh.. i win =) after school went play bb with jas , martin and zy.. at first was fun.. but later 3 bitch come
towars us and say what they don't know how to play bb and wanna challenge with us..
shit them lorx.. play until so good still say don't know how to play... bitches.. one of them is from
my school de.. bitch.. real angry.. er..er..
thursday- 13/04/06
Today gt my maths , physic and eng results.. i pass eng and physic.. but i fail MATHS.. cause of careless mistake.. i cried.. cause in my heart i was thinking tht i am real useless lorx.. haiz..
if always have careless mistake, how am i gg pass my n-level again?? haiz..
today after school go play bb with jas ,zy and zs =) it was fun.. thks zs for teaching me how to play bb=)

after playing bb =)

Friday- 14/04/06
Today is holiday.. so sian.. i rather go school lorx..
today go friendster.. see one acc.. kanna hurt by something again.. hiaz..
but i learnt to give up le.. now in my mine is only 56 , true friendswhich nv give up on me and studies =) thks callie.. i really hope to join eu all =)
56 rocks=)

2006-04-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

Erm..now still in depression mood.. i am looking for smeone to cheer me up..
haiz.. but i think it will be dammed difficult.. cuase i am a gal which no one would care
bout.. now i found out tht as time go on and on time , i feel real tired of all the stuffs.. i am tired to know things i shouldn't know.. True Friends are honest to each other but why can't those whom i treat them as true friends being honest to me? Sometimes I don't want to think too much but i just couldn't control myself.. Things are being hidden from me all the time.. when eu all are saying bout me, it may have much enjoyment for u all.. But Pain To me.. i know i don't know how to talk, irriating and fat+ugly.. but tht it's me.. haiz.. Could someone just understand me? Understand how i'm feeling? What's actually the word Friends means? If friends are just someone out there telling untrue stories, and need yr help then come to eu.. then i've got nth to say but admit defeat. I'm just a loser, a fool, to everything, everyone at every mins, every seconds. haiz.. after reading sylvia blog i have the same feelings as her..
tml gg school le.. very happy.. cause now a days when i am in school i feel happy.. but there
is still lotx of backstabber which have hurt me times and times.. but until now, i slowly get use to it le.. no matter what i can only say.. the cheerful chanel is consider dead le bah..

2006-04-08T23:31:00.000-07:00

today went out with eli and yiwen.. i really enjoy myself.. had a lot of fun..
i love eu guys =)) eu all always make me laugh.. really happy to have eu 2 as my friend..
in the night went to see leon they all.. in the end something happen.. sorry yiwen.. it's my fault for being so irriating and bad.. kept on wanna drag eu up on stage.. SORRY!!
now in a real depressed mood.. really sad.. i oso don't know why i feel so sad.. maybe is because
i really treat eu as my real friend bah.. SORRY YIWEN..
i now maybe smiling, but inside my heart is hurt=((

this true smile from my heart will be hidden forever le bah..
cause when a person is hurt the smile won't be true..

2006-04-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

today went out with sister.. quite sian lorx.. nv buy anything but just eat and eat..LOL..
today have dinner at ding tai feng.. the xiao long bao is nice..yummy.. yummy..
here are some photos i take today while i in chanel=))

my name =D

BLEH!!!

me in chanel spec=))

2006-04-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

yuppy=) finally finish e new blogskins le.. Hehe.. superfans rocks
ok larx.. erm.. i know tht now a days everyone is very sad because of css had just ended..
to all my dear friend who is sad, i can only say [everything have to come to an end,
so don't be sad le k?? u guys must cheer up =) ]
now a days i love going to school.. real bth myself.. in school was so fun..
kept on laughing and laughing.. in class i have lotx of nick names lyk ji gang, ya zi
and so on larx.. veery -_-" right?? wahahaha.. but i just love all my classmate..
i must say a BIG thanks to them for making my school life so fun =))
i really don't know why now a days when i am outside i seems to be more quite..
maybe is becasue my outside friends will kept on entertain me with jokes.. haha..thts
why i prefer to keep quiet.. ok.. i must thanks eli, yiwen for always entertaining me =))
tml no need go school, cause sport day.. tml gg shopping with sister=))